Am i bipolar? i stay stressed out and depressed, i'm hardly ever happy. i find my mood swing are getting worse and i'm pushing my family away.

Maybe: You may be bipolar or you may have clinical depression; your description would indicate a potentially serious situation unfolding; my suggestion would be to meet with a mental health professional first to allow a therapist to make a determination of the best approach: therapy, medication, combination of the two or even other possibilities.