Hi im living with axnitey n its really bad n everytime i tell a dr. they say im only wanting pills or im faking. before it happens for some reason i start thanking about people i care about dying or ?

YerTooYoungForThis: Unless you're giving off a really uncool vibe or really have been using drugs or whatever,it's extremely uncool for someone whose charge it is to help you to jump to conclusions about what's really wrong with you. And if that is so,I apologize to you for their insensitivity.You must persevere and find a sympathetic ear. Maybe a counselor or psychologist or an on-line forum or HealthTap consult.

Do not stop: You have been seeking care but maybe not in the right place. Have you been asking for meds? I suggest that you make an appointment with a very caring family physician, you may have to ask around or make and appt with a psychiatrist. there is help out there for anxiety or depression. There are good meds for taking care of this Do not give up . You can feel much better with the right meds!

Anxiety or panic: attacks won't kill you. You may thick you are going to die but you won't. You need to find a Psychiatrist or Psychologist who specializes in different types of therapy to help patients with anxiety.