I need desperate help. i am clinically majorly depressed can you help me?

I Can Only Guide: Severe depression is a medical illness and therefore must be evaluated by a physician. One's primary care physician (pcp) can take a comprehensive history, perform a physical examination, and order any necessary tests or studies to diagnose depression. Once diagnosed, the pcp may treat the depression or refer one to a psychiatrist or licensed therapist for treatment. Seek help now, don't wait.

Your Dr can assess: for mood disorder & causative underlying medical conditions. Talking therapy (Cognitive Behavioral Therapy or insight oriented psychotherapy) is allows for lasting change. Psychiatric meds may be indicated. Don't isolate. Spend time w people. Use your support system. Get out. Get at least 8 hrs of sleep/ night & eat healthfully. Daily aerobic physical activity is a big +. Try acupuncture, tai chi