Will i need to take anti depressants because i really don't want to but nothing seems to work?

It depends: This is a personal decision between you and your psychiatrist -- and it depends on the severity of your symptoms. Depression is a serious condition that can impair your ability to participate in life, engage with others, and work effectively. Psychotherapy is also essential in recovery from this illness, yet in some cases adding the medications can make a dramatic difference. Be well.