I was diagnosed with antiphospholipid syndrome, on xareltro, prior clot in the leg.. i need need words of encouragement because im scared of strokes because thats all im reading with this disease?

It appears that you have a confirmed diagnosis, with appropriate therapy, at this point. The stroke risk secondary to antiphospholipid antibody syndrome is quite real when patients are not diagnosed nor treated. Your therapy is designed to prevent the ravages of the disease, and trust you are well supervised and protected. Discuss your concerns with your physician.