Is there anyway to fake a suicide in order to make your parents understand? i understand that this is a hefty topic but they seem to only see whats good for my future rather than whats good for me. i cant tell if they can see me as a person?

This plan could have disastrous consequences. Consult a trusted adult and ask you parents to have an honest discussion about your future. Don’t wait! There are resources in the community and on the internet which can be very helpful. Use them!

If your suicidal thoughts become plans please go to the Emergency Room. Have a physical exam by a Dr. to rule out illness. The most complete evaluation for medication is with a Psychiatrist. Please consult with a Clinical Psychologist with expertise in multiple types of psychotherapy to help with ZOOM. Psychotherapy can help you deal with these issues.