I'm wondering if i could get guidance as to possible condition(s). other symptoms include severe executive function issues and lack of focus ability.

Good question: You need guidance from a licensed psychologist. This is a common problem seen in persons in a quandary on embarking on the next step in a career in life especially at your age. I would consult with your primary care physician to recommend someone or if you are in college there should be some professional person to also help you. Most if not all colleges have such a person on the faculty.