Feeling depressed, really suicidal, angry bp 2. tired of fighting. not wanted or needed. my aunt and uncle committed suicide so why can't i?

If you are seeking: permission to commit suicide, you came to the wrong place. It sounds like you have some insight about your mental illness, Bipolar Depression Type II & a psychiatrist who is managing your medications. Please go now to a hospital-based ER for assessment for need for inpatient care. Call 18002738255, the National Suicide Prevention Hotline if you are hesitant to access care immediately.