I'm feeling very suicidal, have no one to talk to, and the psych ward isn't an option. what should i do?

If you are having: thoughts about killing yourself, get seen at the nearest emergency room now. Have a friend or relative drive you or call 911 for emergency services for transport. Know you said inpatient isn't an option - but staying alive is important. You can call the National suicide hotlines 24/7 at 1-800-suicide (1-800-784-2433) or 1-800-273 – talk (1-800-273-8255) for support. Take care.