I crave things to feel good. this craving started a year ago.it's been a battle with mild sub abuse and depression. idk if i should keep seeing doctors or just stop all meds. getting more depressed?

Cry for help: Your cry for help requires an answer. Before the bottom falls out ask your family doctor to refer you to a qualified mental health specialist who can help you turn your life around. Don't put it off, call now.

Consult Psychiatrist: You need to consult and follow up with a psychiatrist.Do not stop your medications if prescribed by your doctor you say you suffer from depression and have mild substance abuse, that need to be treated by a psuchiatrist, along with meds you may need therapy.