I'm so afraid to go to a psychologist for my ed and depression. my mother suggests that i go, but i don't want to. what should i do at last?

Things 2 Ponder: Eds involve control/being in control. U mention that ur mother suggests u go &this makes me wonder if decision 2 go/not go might bring up worries 4u of giving up control. Eds r also associated w/difficulty sharing how u feel, so it's gr8 u've shared ur feelings here! i wonder if u took control of this decision & found a way 2 own it, how u'd feel. A psychologist will try 2see things as u see them!