Why am i obsessed with having the drugs i used to be addicted to? like ecstasy, liquor, xanax, (alprazolam) etc. am i still addicted even if i never do it?

Yes: Addiction is a chronic diseases that can never really be cured in the medical sense. However, like other chronic diseases (e.g., asthma, diabetes) it can be kept under control, by maintaining good health and avoiding "triggers". Triggers for addictive behavior include things that weaken judgment, such as boredom, lack of sleep, alcohol, or hanging out with others who continue to abuse drugs.

Peer support: Obsession can occur in early abstinence as well as in times in recovery. Connecting with a peer support for recovery including a 12 -step program such as narcotics anonymous and alcoholics anonymous and secular program such as lifering.Org can help. Continued can be a warning for possible relapse. Also discuss this with your counselor and/or physician.