Test for hiv antibody 1 & 2 came back negative. is this accurate if my possible exposure was 8 years ago? or should i test for the hiv virus its self?

Accurate: The antibody test would be positive by now if you were exposed to hiv; testing for the virus can be helpful in very early infection but isn't necessary at eight years out.

Get on with life: Ma'am, you have my deepest sympathy. I'm sorry about what happened to you, and you must have suffered from terrible worry. If your labs are negative today, you're not infected. There's a lot going on in your life, and i want to see your future better. See about getting surgery for the eye problem -- this can itself be a life-changer. Best wishes.