This is beginning to scare me. i am retired with no set schedule, i live with my 100 yr old father. i am very anxious & stressed.. but the strangest thing keeps happening. everytime i look at a clock it is 1:20! am or pm! does this mean anything?

Clock stopped? I know it sounds stupid but I had that problem one time.

Perhaps you need to create a set schedule. Perhaps do something outside the house-like volunteering some place you would enjoy so that you have something else to look forward to. It would help to create a schedule like when you were working. Join a senior center and make some friends that are interested in similar hobbies that you can participate in on a regular basis. Decrease stress/anxiety!