I feel like im falling apart. like so many things wrong with me but all my bloodwork is normal. how is this possible? my doctor must think im crazy i keep going there and tests come back normal. i feel so crappy though?

The way we feel cannot always be measured in tests. Oftentimes if our lifestyle is not optimal (diet, movement, sleep, stress) then it affects the we feel & perform. I would suggest discussing your symptoms with a physician trained in integrative medicine to help you dig a bit deeper to get to the root cause, while also optimizing the lifestyle.

Somatic symptom disorders are common and many times under diagnosed and that is aside from conditions from the depression and/or anxiety spectrum. Trust your doc, medical conditions are ruled out first.