I have covid induced pneumonia in both lungs. i am international right now and i don't have access to good care at a hospital. i would be better off not going to the hospital in this country than going to one. what should i do to care for myself?

Covid induced Pnuemonia in a young otherwise healthy individual requires prescription antibiotics, monitoring of oxygen levels and occasionally oxygen supplementation. There is very little chance that even a less than standard international hospital could botch those. You could see a private Dr who can prescribe the antibiotics. It all depends on the severity of your symptoms.

There is no easy answer to your concern without more details. Please see a doctor in person for that answer.