I think im having depression, anxety attacks, and im bipolar... ive been getting suicide thougts but i keep stoping myself?

May need to go to ED: It sounds like you are really struggling. Is your doctor aware of the severity of your symptoms? You may need a higher level of care if you are not seeing improvement. Recommend contacting your doctor ASAP to determine whether intensive outpatient, a partial hospital program, or possibly inpatient treatment may be warranted.. Go to ED if symptoms worsen. Hope this helps. All the best.