Really think i have asbergers. i have huge anxiety, don't leave home don't have friends rely on my father etc. hard to look after myself. cry a lot ?

Diagnosis needed: You need support. Isolating yourself may give momentary comfort but will make things worse in the long run. Start w/a visit to your doctor. Tell him/her what you say here. They follow advise, which may be to see a mental health professional. Peace and good health. See www.relaxationresponse.org for some self-help but not the entire fix.