How can i deal with grief of my father who passed away in 2010 this october makes 5 years i was 16 and turned 17 right before he died its been hard?

Honor Him: I am sorry for ur loss. As a father of four daughters, I know how important a father's presence can and should be in a young woman's life. There r local bereavement groups or private therapists or school counselors that can help u learn to cope with ur loss I would recommend doing something to honor him, at least once a year, that represents something he loved, like volunteering at a charity, etc