What are the odds of me having kids after 4 loads of chemo?

Depends: Depends on the chemo, age of the patient, and other factors. At age 42, the likelihood of regaling your menstrual cycle is good. However, depends on which drugs were utilized. Hope this helps.

See specialist...: As previously stated, whether or not someone can still have children after receiving treatment for cancer depends on many factors. There are fertility doctors (ob/gyn) who now specialize in helping patients who are cancer survivors. I would advise you to seek one out, if possible. I wish you the best.