Ok, so i am in a pretty depressed state right now. nothing, i mean nothing, seems to be going right in my life?

Do not give up hope: Sometimes situations in our lives may seem overwhelming causing us to doubt. Seems like you are going through one of those moments right now. I encourage you to seek out someone to talk to about this. Your primary care doctor will be helpful or call a psychiatrist. If you are having any thoughts to harm yourself, please call 911 immediately.