What to do if i am feeling suicidal and i don't want to live anymore?

Get help ASAP: Call a hotline or go to an ER and tell them that you feel suicidal. they will help decide if you need to be hospitalized or can start outpatient psychotherapy. Individual therapy can help you sort out and find different ways to handle whatever is making you so depressed. Things can get better with help. Good luck and let us know how it goes.