What to do if i'm feeling so confused, what am i, transgender?

If you are feeling: confused about your sexuality, I would suggest talking to a psychologist to sort out your feelings. Confusion happens to people who are not transgendered, too. Get help and you will feel better.

Gender Exploration: This is a huge issue - understanding what most people would consider a critical part of your identity. I'd strongly recommend finding informational resources, but also consulting with a mental health professional who has specific training and experience working with gender-questioning, gender non-conforming & transgender individuals. To find someone, try the referral directory at wpath.org