Idk what to do i can't leave my child with out have bad panic attacks. i can't work or sleep i trust nobody not even family?

Time for consultatn: A new baby does some interesting things with your emotions and the fluctuation in your hormones after delivery can amplify the problems.You realize you are stuck and need a way out.Talk therapy with or without some medication may be a way to deal with your new life. Baby could be an easy cover for other issues you need to address. Make a call.Life can get better if you will do the work.