Afraid of becoming addicted to pain pills. cus i find the high thrilling. and always want to be high?

You are right!: You are absolutely right! narcotic pain medications are addictive, no matter what the pharmaceutical industry says. There are better ways to treat pain. As for the "high", you can find many natural ways to get "high" – like physical exercises, good relationship and marriage, art, nature, god.

Beware: Opioid dependence often evolves into continued dosing just to stay out of withdrawal. Tolerance to the effects requires escalating doses of opiates to maintain this prescription pain pills can be costly to obtain. This leads a person towards the less expensive heroin to keep themselves out of withdrawal. Heroin brings many unwanted things with it.

See below: Ill spare you the lecture. You need to treat the craving for opioids. Consider seeking an addiction evaluation.