Is 11pm and suicide keeps running threw my mind. i know im not going to kill myself but im upset. and i probably wont go to the er if u say to. immad?

Upset & mad: I don't know what you're upset and mad about, but it must be very intense if suicide keeps running through your mind. I hope you'll talk with someone -- maybe a parent or a friend, even though it's 11 pm. Sometimes this can help, as others' viewpoints can open up possibilities we might not have considered. Being heard & understood can help too. Hoping you allow yourself that opportunity. Peace.

Depression: It is quite likely you can be helped and your low mood relieved if you pursue individual psychotherapy with a qualified mental health professional. Give yourself the chance for a more satisfying life, it can be scary at first to open up but the benefits can be huge. My best.