Constant fear if being fat and criticize myself numerous times daily. i weigh myself multiple times a day. friends note my fat comments on self. wdid?

Get professionalhelp: It sounds like you have an eating disorder (anorexia or bulemia) where people are preoccupied with weight and have an inaccurate self-image. This can become very serious. Recognizing you have a problem is an important first step. Treatment requires professional help and incorporates a multifaceted approach. Please see http://www.Helpguide.Org/mental/anorexia_signs_symptoms_causes_treatment.Htm.