I am not vacinated. i have had covid 3 times with minor symptoms. my antibodies are high. i am leary of being vacinated because everyone now who is vacinated are getting covid anyways which is awful. what sense in getting vacinated?

COVID after vaccination is milder than otherwise, rarely "awful", and vaccine is more effective than prior COVID in preventing future infection. The risk is low you would develop severe disease if infected yet again, but not zero, and every COVID infection is potentially dangerous at your age. Immunization also would lower the chance that you become the source of someone else's infection.