I heard in front of me other person taking to another person about me she newer smile.yes was loud enough for me to hear statement is for me negative?

Seek counseling: It is time to speak to a psychologist regarding your feelings and fears.

Well in response: to your two earlier submissions plus this one - if the person appeared to be deliberately making loud statements about you that were negative and within ear shot - that is certainly very unkind. However, I think it says far more about her than you. Remember that there will always be people who do hurtful things in life- and one of our challenges is to be able to move past it. Take care.