I've had schizoid symptoms for years. i have a bad past with ssri's any otc or herbal meds that can help or other options?

Schizoid symptoms: and depression need to be monitored by a mental health professional. Please don't change any medication w/out speaking to your doc. Having said that, consider looking into nutritional approaches to overall health. Spectracell Lab in TX has a good Micronutrient panel. You doc may not know about it but maybe you can inform him/her. Peace and good health.