What is wrong if your blacking out in a rage towards people. dont hold concentration at tasks. feel hatred towards nearly anything alive?

Lots: Aside from the fact that your life is chaotic, unhappy, and dangerous ? These may be symptoms of a profound depression or a serious character disorder. Not all therapists are comfortable working with such a patient, but there are therapists who are. Find one and improve your life and quite possibly extend your lifespan.

I'm not sure...: But i'm glad u're interested, for ur own sake (not for others' sake), to find out what's going on! psychotherapy would be the place to start; the way u're describing ur experience, it sounds quite intense & i think the sooner u connect with someone the better! could also be elevated serotonin level? May want to check with a psychiatrist.