Is it selfish to marry your boyfriend even though you know you might not beable to go through with having kids? im convinced im going to die

TO marry or not: is not really a medical topic for a forum like Healthtap. What I can tell you is you sound like you need to solve some more serious issues than whether to marry or have children before you tackle those decisions. If you are convinced you are going to die at age 25, you need to look into that before devoting your life to someone else, be it a husband or a child.

Anxiety.: There is professional help for the stress and anxiety you might be going through. Being honest in a relationship and building trust are core to maintaining a solid relationship. A professional might also be able to guide you through the insecurities you may have about having kids. When it comes to children, it is an important topic to discuss the details and make decisions together before ring.