Can you go into the mental hospital for wanting to ween off depakote, everytime i've tried my bad thoughts return and i go crazy.

Ask your provider: I have a feeling that the answer may vary according to your $ means. If you can pay, I imagine a safe treatment setting can be found. Otherwise, there may still be good options. Your psychotherapist can help you explore best for you ideas. It may be a way to involve others in your life to help support you through the harder times. Explore... Discover.... It may open good things. Best wishes!