How do you survive in your loneliest time of despair and abandonment by the only person you loved and you thought loved you?

Talk to someone...: Thankfully, the human psyche has an innate ability to move forward in grieving the most difficult losses. Just keep faith and hope in the healing process. Also, there is no need to do it alone, if it feels too overwhelming; why not connect with a good therapist for support and assistance. You may also explore alternative ways of thinking and feeling about what happened! wishing you well...