I think that i have ocd obsessive compulsive disorder, an obsession with an actor of the same gender as mine, i watch his movies over and over again !

You have OCD: How long do you think you have had ocd. Have you had treatment-psychotherapy or medicine to help. What is troubling you-- your ocd or your obsession with a same gender actor. Ate you physically attracted to him and does that bother you? You really need to clarify some issues before i could help you online. You could write back. Meantime, seek out some help from a therapist , doctor or clergy.