Why did my panic attack feel good..is this weird that i enjoyed it?

That definitely is: Not how most people feel about panic attacks. Possibly you felt more "alive" which made the event more "exciting". Are you sure it was an actual panic attack?

Panic attack feeling: Let Wise Person within you ask: What were the Symptoms of Panic attack? Which symptoms were enjoyable? Have you had intense fear in other panic atta Prior to panic attack was there Use of • Alcohol • Cocaine • Amphetamines Duration and frequency of panic attacks? What has helped with panic attacks? Willingness to discuss your experiences with your Psychiatrist? Your Emotional Health is Precious!