Lately i havebeen undergoing depression making me have thoughts of sucidal attempts, how can i help maself get better to my usual self?

Get help ASAO: You should see a mental health specialist asap. If you don't have access to one at the time, you can talk w/ your dr. Or go to the nearest er. A trained professional will decide if you need to be hospitalized or not. You can also admit yourself voluntarily. If you are not hospitalized, make sure you stay in frequent contact w/ a therapist. You can also contact a suicide hotline 1-800-273-8255.