Are these panic attacks? running, screaming, babbling. no control of body. no memory of actions. mind and heart racing. thots that i am not real.

No: That would be a dissociative reaction due to the amnesia. A form of temporal lobe epilepsy should also be ruled out because of the babbling response. You need a full neurological workup and a dissociative disorders workup by specialist in dissociative dis. In hudson, they are:physician name specialty raghu v devabhaktuni md psychiatrist scot d machlus phd psychologist sheila deck spires phd psycho.

MAYBE, MAYBE NOT: Clerly problematic, but need more precision for diagnosis. You want to work with psychiatrist who is familiar with panic attack, dissociation, siezures. Careful diagnosis necessary to arrive at appropriate treatment. I've seen many pannic attacks, but they have been described somewhat differently. Do get to work on this now.