My bf is kind, sweet and patient. i just don't feel like i deserve him. i hve some health issues & feel like no one should want me because of that.

You believe this?: Do you really believe this? Then you must also believe that your boyfriend has really bad taste in being with you. Or do think your own opinions might be short-sighted, and possibly indicate a problem? If you can imagine the latter, consulting with a psychologist might be helpful. Depression can make you think and feel things that are extremely damaging to both you and your relationships.