I can't get out of bed, i don't see the point in being alive. i hate my life and want to die. i rape, abuse victim. do i have mental health condition?

Yes: From your statement you have post traumatic stress disorder and depression.You need to tell someone what you wrote here.They can help you arrange a mental health evaluation and treatment.Do it now.Waiting only increases the pain.

Major Depression: You are a Precious Human Being! I feel empathy for traumatic experiences in your life which have caused Depression with hopelessness. You were born with Wonder of Life Force, giving you Breath of Life; due to which you have lived for 18 years. You deserve Healing from Emotional pain. Call 911 for ER, or ask a close family member or friend take you to ER, and call Suicide and Crisis center.