What can i do if my job is making me want to kill myself, i don't know what to do?

This is serious: If you are literally planning suicide, stop now and get to an emergency room or phone a suicide help line. These people can keep you safe and often help with difficult situations. If you are being abused on your job, in the usa you have legal rights and you would do well to contact an attorney. I need to tell you that among folks who attempted suicide, 99% are glad 1 year later they failed.

Doesn't sound like: it the right job for you. Are you stating "kill myself" figuratively? If not and If you are having thoughts about killing yourself, get seen at the nearest emergency room now. Have a friend or relative drive you or call 911 for emergency services for transport. You can call the National suicide hotlines 24/7 at 1-800-suicide (1-800-784-2433) or 1-800-273 – talk (1-800-273-8255) for support.