Iam not gonna ask a queastion and i will probably die because the queastion iam gonna ask is very serious. but its only 250 characthers, ffs, twitter got more. how tf i gonna ask a detailed very highly advanced medical queastion with 250 characthers?

I guess you're not going to. Seek help from a local physician since your concerns are serious.

The best thing you can do is seek physical examination, medical Hx review, possible imaging, possible lab tests from a qualified Physician. Short of that, try crafting an inclusive encompassing question, leaving out the expletives and recriminations. This is an educational site, not a diagnostic site. We can give you information, not treatment, however, and point you in the right direction.