How likely is pregnancy if semen was more so pushed inside of vagina, instead of actual ejaculation inside? bf ejaculated on my vagina and put it in with his hands.would they have less of a chance reaching the egg this way?also in fertile window.

Can get pregnant: Sperm pushed into the vagina can still swim up and fertilize an ovulated egg. I wouldn’t consider pregnancy from what you described to be much different than if he had ejaculated inside of you. If it’s 5 days before ovulation (ovulation = day 14 of 28 day cycle where day 1 is 1st day of bleeding from period), chance of pregnancy is ~10%. If day of ovulation, or 1-2 days before, chance is 30%.