Is off the hook and i always relapse with meth because the anxiety, what do i do, alcohol works short term but i am an alcoholic too?

Treatment: Find a treatment center and seek treatment. In the United States you could walk in any ER and you can be directed to a treatment center.

Relapse: As you have found out, you can't do this alone. You need a support system and a personal commitment to what it is that you are seeing in the mirror.

Agree with Dr. M: It is imperative that you seek counseling for assistance in stopping your self destructive behavior. Have a healthy diet, exercise 30 minutes/day, drink plenty of water, have safe sex, no tobacco alcohol weed or street drugs. For nutrition: http://www.choosemyplate.gov/. Wish you good health!