I am binge eating and eating even when i am not hungry, i eat to the point where i feel sick, i feel so tired and sick all the time, could i die??

Some basics: The behavior you describe is something you control, but a substitute for things you can't. You need to find a therapist who can teach you skills to handle your stresses in productive ways that don't place you at risk. Your doc can recommend a life coach/therapist you can learn from. Watch "my 600 lb life" if you want to know where this can lead. Do some work now & life can be better.