Sometimes when i wake i feel as though i'm drowned or dead with no pulse. like im filled with fluid but i dont have any sob or pain. what is it?

Depression vs ?: Feeling dead is sometimes a symptom of depression. This could also be sleep paralysis which is scary, but not sangerous. More detail is needed. Are you able to move on waking? Are you waking at your normal time or too early or late?

Sleep Apnea: Just a thought...but your symptoms may be associated with sleep apnea...discuss with your PCP! Just a thought! Hope it's helpful! Dr Z

Depression: It is not feasible to provide a meaningful opinion without taking additional history, physical examination and may be some tests. It would be prudent to see your doctor and discuss if you may be depressed. Counter-intuitive as it may seem, exercise may help. Start with low intensity exercise such as walking and gradually increase the intensity at tolerated. Wish you good health! - Have a diet rich in fresh vegetables, fruits, whole grains, milk and milk products, nuts, beans, legumes, lentils and small amounts of lean meats. Avoid saturated fats. Drink enough water daily, so that your urine is mostly colorless. Exercise at least 150 minutes/week and increase the intensity of exercise gradually. Do not use tobacco, alcohol, weed or street drugs in any form. Practice safe sex, if you have sex.

Diagnosis : I have no idea. See a doctor and get a definitive diagnosis. Good Luck