I have been throwing up almost every day and for the last month my spew has contained big traces of blood. and just recently i've been poking and smal?

Exam needed: This is very concerning and could indicated upper gi tract bleeding from a peptic ulcer or from an inflamed stomach lining(gastritis) and warrants an evaluation by a gastroenterologist as soon as possible. If this is the problem, your bowel movements will turn black. Abstain from alcohol and to get prompt attention, go to the hospital emergency room.