I've abused meth (smoked) for 18 months. i have severe pain, burning, stabbing, numbness, weakness, and termors all over, mostly in hands and feet. ??

Get help now: I doubt I am the only physician here who thinks that meth should be a health care matter rather than a law enforcement focus. Your primary care physician or a peer can guide you to care. The alternative is a miserable, long, gruesome death during which you are likely to tear off your own skin. Rediscovering your inner strength and goodness will save you but only if you get into the right place.