At night i think to myself that i feel worthless and have nobody and i'm going no where in life what is this?

Depression: Depression manifests with five or more of the following symptoms, present most of the day nearly every day for a minimum of two consecutive weeks. ●Depressed mood* ●Loss of interest or pleasure in most or all activities* ●Insomnia or hypersomnia ●Change in appetite or weight ●Psychomotor retardation or agitation ●Low energy ●Poor concentration ●Thoughts of worthlessness or guilt ●Suicidal thought