Scan showed my baby had hydrops by lungs and heart. i ended pregnancy at 26 weeks. i feel guilty constantly and can't move on? i'm having bad dreams

Get counselling: You need to see a professional counselor to discuss this issue at length. Making the decision with regret can lead to depression which will not go away until it is addressed. You must remember that this pregnancy was NOT normal and would have required special care both emotionally, physically, and financially had it lived, that perhaps you would not have been able to given.